Friday, January 4, 2013

too hard...


i know you can't really read it, and i meant for it to just melt into the background, but it says sometimes it's too hard.  and you know, sometimes it is.

it's only the 4th of the new year but i feel like it's too hard.  this year started so damn hopeful and quickly just fell.  what can i say?  dreams and hopes and hidden wishes just ripped open to the cold and flew away.

am i being dramatic.  yes, i am being overly dramatic.  but somehow today, and for the next week, i deserve it.  my pity party is well under way and i deserve it.  maybe in a few weeks i can write about it because i am trying to be a bit more open in my life, but right now, i get to keep it to myself.

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